Oh no! Lately, I've been slacking off on my blogging because I've been too busy with the world. I'm starting to learn more and more about myself, and I realized something about me that's different now. I don't give my heart out like I used to, is that for the better or worse? I'm not too sure of that yet, but it makes me feel old. When people get older, they become more protective about everything. That's why older people find it harder to trust in others, and younger people have an easier time.
I was talking to a friend of mine last night, and he asked me how much do I trust him? No doubt I trust him with my life, but my heart was struggling.
I started to think, can I let another person in my heart again? The last time I let someone in my heart, I trusted them to take of it. I think that was the only time I've ever truly given my heart to someone, and I'm not too sure if I'll ever do it again. The thought of it still aches me, and maybe that's why I find it hard to trust people with my heart. Sometimes when I see that person, I still struggle within myself. I don't let it show though, because things are just good the way they are now. I still care for him very much, and I'm sure he still cares for me too. I have forgiven him, but it's hard to forget.
He also told me to give my heart to God, because He is perfect and He'll never fail or give up on me. That is in fact, the very truth. I gave my heart to God, and he hasn't failed me. You should try it too, I promise you it won't hurt! :)
I was talking to a friend of mine last night, and he asked me how much do I trust him? No doubt I trust him with my life, but my heart was struggling.
I started to think, can I let another person in my heart again? The last time I let someone in my heart, I trusted them to take of it. I think that was the only time I've ever truly given my heart to someone, and I'm not too sure if I'll ever do it again. The thought of it still aches me, and maybe that's why I find it hard to trust people with my heart. Sometimes when I see that person, I still struggle within myself. I don't let it show though, because things are just good the way they are now. I still care for him very much, and I'm sure he still cares for me too. I have forgiven him, but it's hard to forget.
He also told me to give my heart to God, because He is perfect and He'll never fail or give up on me. That is in fact, the very truth. I gave my heart to God, and he hasn't failed me. You should try it too, I promise you it won't hurt! :)
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